I let myself FAIL

2 years of “I shouldn’t fail” I have been trying not to fail for the last two years.… I always feel stuck before the computer… No outing, no walking, no recreation, no functions, no shopping……………………… Just sitting before the computer… What I’m trying to do? Protect myself from failure… Here it looks like… Every day […]

Small Man Big Desires

Changing the mind of my Peddamma so as to accept me as her son… Changing my mind so as to accept peddamma as my mother…. Bringing the feeling of oneness with my sisters, brother and their family members… Reaching to Inapanuri, Ilapogu and Nandru family members to establish deeper connections… Getting enough investments for the […]

Inner Child Released From Prison

Yesterday I spoke to my mother… I have perceived a sense of indifference and impatience against me… Perhaps she’s receiving negative feedback about my blog posts… After I finish talking to her I sit for a while in silence…. I have followed my feelings deep down one by one… I could sense that she’s not going to reconcile about my feelings… I think what to do? My Desires I imagined my desires…. […]